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It's clear I am back in the swing of the livin'
though I may not be on the right track.
Created on 2004-01-03 12:38:00 (#1772955), last updated 2009-11-12
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Basic Info| Name: | alicia |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 1987-02-25 |
| Location: | Pollock Pines, California, United States |
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Moments just combusting, feeling certain
but we'll never never know
We'll never never know
Sure seems the same,
give it another name
we're begging and neeeding and
trying and bleeding
Never knowing
We're shocking, but we are nothing
We're just moments
We're clever, but we're clueless
we're just human
amusing and confusing
but the truth is, all we got are questions
we'll never know
you'll either sink or swim
things are starting to look pretty grim
our hearts are strong, our heads are weak, we'll always be competin
never knowin
we're shockin, but we're nothin
we're clever but we're clueless
we're just human
amusing and confusing
but the truth is, all we got are questions.
Words seem to fail me. So many things to say, yet I have found no voice. I love things that are true, and I love lies that are beautiful. Novels that make me ache to be there. I love to read, write, learn. I like to talk outloud to myself when I get scared. I hate the dark [but this has just occured.] I cry during Chase credit card commercials and that bugs me. I don't like cartoons. I am a picky eater, a know it all, hungry for intelligent communication. There are things and people in our life that have no explanations, there are no justifications and it will always be hard to stomache such a unknown. What we do not understand we fear, and what we fear we try to contain. I know there is no way to contain. I've given up trying. I *hang out, I explore my surroundings. Pages of thought litter my room and car. I almost always win an argument. My hand writing is unreadable and I speak too quickly when I become nervous. I'm self assured and stubborn; yet meek and genuinely agreeable. I buy random stuff and I like to try new foods. I like to laugh. I like to poke fun. I'm sarcastic, unreadable and completely independant. Yet I love to need. I love green.
jaded?
maybe.
When your mind is a mess
So is mine
I cant sleep
Cause it hurts when I think
My thoughts aren't at peace
With the plans that we make
Chances we take
They're, not yours and not mine
There's waves that can break
All the words that we say
And the words that we mean
Words can fall short
Can't see the unseen
Cause the world is awake
For somebody's sake now, please close your eyes woman
Please get some sleep
And know that if I knew
All of the answers I would
Not hold them from you'd
Know all the things that i'd know
We told each other, there is no other way
Well too much silence can be misleading
You're drifting I can hear it in the way that your breathing
We don't really need to find reason
Cause out the same door that it came well its leaving its leaving
Leaving like a day that's done and part of a season
Resolve is just a concept that's as dead as the leaves
But at least we can sleep, its all that we need
When we wake we will find
Our minds will be free to go to sleep
And know that if I knew
All of the answers I would
Not hold them from you'd
Know all the things that i'd know
We told each other, there is no other way
***
But baby you hardly even notice
when I try to show you
this song is meant to keep you
from doin what you are supposed to
wakin up too early, maybe we could sleep in
make you banana pancakes
pretend its the weekend now
we could pretend it all the time
can't you see it's just rainin
aint no need to go outside
just maybe.
*
just maybe.
| View Show | Create Your OwnMoments just combusting, feeling certain
but we'll never never know
We'll never never know
Sure seems the same,
give it another name
we're begging and neeeding and
trying and bleeding
Never knowing
We're shocking, but we are nothing
We're just moments
We're clever, but we're clueless
we're just human
amusing and confusing
but the truth is, all we got are questions
we'll never know
you'll either sink or swim
things are starting to look pretty grim
our hearts are strong, our heads are weak, we'll always be competin
never knowin
we're shockin, but we're nothin
we're clever but we're clueless
we're just human
amusing and confusing
but the truth is, all we got are questions.
Words seem to fail me. So many things to say, yet I have found no voice. I love things that are true, and I love lies that are beautiful. Novels that make me ache to be there. I love to read, write, learn. I like to talk outloud to myself when I get scared. I hate the dark [but this has just occured.] I cry during Chase credit card commercials and that bugs me. I don't like cartoons. I am a picky eater, a know it all, hungry for intelligent communication. There are things and people in our life that have no explanations, there are no justifications and it will always be hard to stomache such a unknown. What we do not understand we fear, and what we fear we try to contain. I know there is no way to contain. I've given up trying. I *hang out, I explore my surroundings. Pages of thought litter my room and car. I almost always win an argument. My hand writing is unreadable and I speak too quickly when I become nervous. I'm self assured and stubborn; yet meek and genuinely agreeable. I buy random stuff and I like to try new foods. I like to laugh. I like to poke fun. I'm sarcastic, unreadable and completely independant. Yet I love to need. I love green.
jaded?
maybe.
When your mind is a mess
So is mine
I cant sleep
Cause it hurts when I think
My thoughts aren't at peace
With the plans that we make
Chances we take
They're, not yours and not mine
There's waves that can break
All the words that we say
And the words that we mean
Words can fall short
Can't see the unseen
Cause the world is awake
For somebody's sake now, please close your eyes woman
Please get some sleep
And know that if I knew
All of the answers I would
Not hold them from you'd
Know all the things that i'd know
We told each other, there is no other way
Well too much silence can be misleading
You're drifting I can hear it in the way that your breathing
We don't really need to find reason
Cause out the same door that it came well its leaving its leaving
Leaving like a day that's done and part of a season
Resolve is just a concept that's as dead as the leaves
But at least we can sleep, its all that we need
When we wake we will find
Our minds will be free to go to sleep
And know that if I knew
All of the answers I would
Not hold them from you'd
Know all the things that i'd know
We told each other, there is no other way
***
But baby you hardly even notice
when I try to show you
this song is meant to keep you
from doin what you are supposed to
wakin up too early, maybe we could sleep in
make you banana pancakes
pretend its the weekend now
we could pretend it all the time
can't you see it's just rainin
aint no need to go outside
just maybe.
*
just maybe.
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